Now watch it fall apart like it did with Harry.

My horoscope tells me i'm going to be getting somewhere new. But it lies. All my days are the same. I'm always alone; Clare's in the hospital for her anorexia, Harry doesn't care that much, I'm not friends with many people at my school.

Lunches and breaks are spent wandering by myself with my CD player in hand, looking pissed, sad, or bored. I wish I could find someone that wasn't fucked up. I need a girl, or an ugly boy. Someone i won't fall for.

The fact is, I think I deserve it. One can't be alone for too long, you know. God knows that. Why can't He help me find someone? Someone who isn't fucked up, someone I won't fall for, someone, somewhere, preferably at school.


I need a friend.