I miss him.

That's why I broke up with him. I know that that makes no sense, but it's true. And everything that I told myself, about it being just a physical attraction, that was just me bullshitting myself.
I told him that I loved him, awhile ago. That hasn't changed.

I need to talk to him. I need some closure. I need to know how he feels about this. I want to try this again, have a long talk about what actually happened, what actually went wrong. And if he says no, he says no, and I won't try again. And if he says yes, then I'll say yes, and we'll try. I know what we need to work on. We need to communicate, spend more time together, be more careful.

The fact is, I don't think we've seen this through to the end.

Or maybe I'm just stupid.