for we had no road

i sound like one of those teenagers who will eternally complain about the evils of love. everything i see or pass reminds me of something i should have done differently. like, today we drove by some church that had on its reader board "protect your heart, for it is the wellspring of your life." but that's bullshit. if you go around protecting yourself, and not being open, you will achieve nothing, especially not happiness. and my months of bliss were well worth what i feel now.