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i hate research projects. especially ones where the only websites (or at least the best ones with updated info) are accesible only through a username and password i dont have, that i can only get through my school. god. fucking. damn.

riley is being annoying and telling everyone who i like. he should know it's not funny. i love riley, but goddamn, the boy annoys me sometimes! i think a boy likes me. a new boy to the posse, but i'm not sure. hes on and off in the way that boys are, you know? he's actualy pretty sweet and i wouldn't mind him liking me. oh, hes so sweet and kind and not good looking. and nerdy. and has a speech defect. and i find all this sweet. this is bad, very bad. if i end up liking this boy i would not think very nicely of my choice. i mean, lets go over the bad things: he chews with his mouth open, he has a speech defect, he has braces, he cant dress, i have no idea of his musical taste, hes immature, he wants to take over the world...um...oh god...no!!!!!