Sunday, March 27, 2005

woo-wee!!

its going to be so hard to sleep tonight. i'm finishing up a project, and its almost midnight and i'm skipping showering because i'm fucking tired. so i'll smell a tiny bit for a day. i don't really care that much. i mean, it's not like i'm not around other people who smell occasionally. actually i have this friend who has the worst breath EVER. ugh. it's disgusting. i think he needs a change of toothpaste. he also needs to floss, and brush longer and harder. i hate mrs. beers's projects. i always procrastinate (as i am now) and she piles them on top of each other. i guess it's good preparation, but god damn. on easter weekend when most of us are busy all day for both days (like me) it's not very cool. other wise i'd be like "yeah, this is fucking easy, i'm not tired anyway" but even though this is easy, i'm tired. maybe i'll just leave it a bit unfinished. like, not finish the cover. that's only worth five points. i'll do the drawing for the second add though, cause it's worth ten. yeah. that's what i'll do...then i'll brush and floss my teeth and sleep...my eyes are so tired and my brain is currently mush.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005


a favorite Posted by Hello

i did't take this last night, but i'm very roud of it, because it is so nicely detailed. look at how it looks like fibers woven together (to make the eyeball). Posted by Hello

creepy isnt it? i have no idea how i did that. Posted by Hello

no. 6...look at the bottom of the eyelid! you can see the eyelid reflected! Posted by Hello

no. 5 Posted by Hello

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no. 3! Posted by Hello

after dance party picture no. 2 Posted by Hello

mmkay. so i had my self a little dance party last night cuz i couldnt sleep (i danced badly to eye of the tiger over and over). but sfter that i still couldn't sleep, so i sat up taking pictures of my eye... Posted by Hello

Monday, March 21, 2005

teenage wristband

i hate research projects. especially ones where the only websites (or at least the best ones with updated info) are accesible only through a username and password i dont have, that i can only get through my school. god. fucking. damn.

riley is being annoying and telling everyone who i like. he should know it's not funny. i love riley, but goddamn, the boy annoys me sometimes! i think a boy likes me. a new boy to the posse, but i'm not sure. hes on and off in the way that boys are, you know? he's actualy pretty sweet and i wouldn't mind him liking me. oh, hes so sweet and kind and not good looking. and nerdy. and has a speech defect. and i find all this sweet. this is bad, very bad. if i end up liking this boy i would not think very nicely of my choice. i mean, lets go over the bad things: he chews with his mouth open, he has a speech defect, he has braces, he cant dress, i have no idea of his musical taste, hes immature, he wants to take over the world...um...oh god...no!!!!!

Saturday, March 19, 2005

you remind me of home

you know, penises are REALLY ugly.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

woo!

i am so fucking seeing "the exorcist: the musical" tonight!

Thursday, March 10, 2005

i sooooooo adopted a fetus!

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

dont marry him

ok. so on diaryland, where i have another blog (http://www.iwontellthem.diaryland.com/) theres this girl. i dont know her name, i just know what she writes in her two diaries (http://www.livejournal.com/users/contagiousecho/ and http://mylostangel.diaryland.com/ ). shes 18. and shes getting married. i'm really tempted to write her an email and give her my opinion about why she shouldn't, but that would be a bit wierd. i dont know. anyway, the first reason i think she shouldn't go through with it is because she and her fiancee are only 18. a bit young for marriage. i mean, come on, they're obviously going to have a horrible split. probably cheat on each other. shes interested in another guy right now anyway. who is interested in her. not a good formula. it's almost inevitable that both of her and her fiancee are going to cheat on each other. he's lied to her about not smoking, and not doing drugs, and she knows it. she's caught him doing both of them. came home and there he was, with a nice big bowl of pot, and a bong. she's depressed, and she complains about how much she hates it at home. talks about how all he does is sleep. this marriage won't work. i think she needs to get out of it now. what do you think?

Sunday, March 06, 2005

last night was absofuckinglutely wonderful. i have a story to tell, which is after this little bit. racetrack was the first band, they were good, but their singer was super quiet and you could hardly hear her voice even though she was a great guitarist. they sounded like emo/pop/rock. their bassist was trying to pull off the skinny indie kid look, what with the tight, low-slung pants where they show off their tightee wightees and have a tiny t-shirt on. but he was to chubby and you could see half his ass, which was a little disgusting. math and physics club=wonderful. bliss. i almost cried during a few songs, but i always do because, to some peoples surprise, i am easily touched. and these were tears of happiness. the pale pacific played their first two songs as the pale, and then, after explaining about how they were going to be sued over their name because there was another band named the pale, they told us about free stickers and buttons that said the pale, and 5 dollar pale t-shirts. and then they were the pale pacific. you could tell they were having so much fun up there. they were all grinning, grabbing each others asses, biting each others arms, kissing cheeks...it was wonderful poppy greatness. and their frontman/keyboardist/rhythm guitarist loved that keyboard so much.

and now, my story!

so, the math and physics club were setting up, and the violinist keeps looking at me. finnaly she bends down and goes, "are you sarah?" and i answer with "yes". and then she tells me about how she always guesses peoples names. i see her off talking to other members of the band...so after they play their set, they're taking their stuff down and charles (the frontman) comes over to me, and kind of sits on the edge of the stage and goes "are you sarah?" and i answer with "yes". and then he smiles all big and holds out his hand and goes "i'm charles, and that email you sent us was so sweet and kind. i was feeling so bad after that performance on KEXP because i thought we played really bad. and when i came home and saw that, i felt so good." and then i told him about how i taped it, and he laughs, and then he goes and keeps taking stuff off the stage. about ten minutes later, he comes over, still smiling and he hands me a setlist. i kept on stroking it, i felt so special. so after the pale pacific play an awesome set, i go over to buy a math and physics club t-shirt, and he waves at me and is all lke "hi, sarah!" like we're best friends lol. and he points me out to all the people in the band and hes like "its sarah! the one who signed our guest book!" and they were all like "sarah!" and they were all telling me about how sad and mopey he was that night until he got that email. and he was like "i hope to see you again soon!"