change needed

fuck, i am so pissed off and uninspired right now. i've got starts for songs, random lines for words, but they add up to nothing. i havn't talked to benjamin in over a week, and i'm getting The Itch. The Itch to travel, to get away, to a place i've never been before, or somewhere i've not been in a long time. i need to be away from this house, with my camera and my guitar, a notebook and a pen.
i sit in my bedroom on the edge of my bed, my hands on my guitar, fingering these starts, but not knowing where to go next. i'm so frustrated, i need to be somewhere new, somewhere fresh. i need a fresh change in my life. i need new faces to look at, new voices to hear. i need a new place to be, somewhere either really hot or really cold. i need change.
i've noticed that i don't seem to be able to be satisfied for long. i always need something new, i always seem to need to be moving. i never seem to be content in the same place, i just have to go, go, go. i'm keeping in mind that when i move out, i'm moving out to somewhere far away, and i'm getting a job involving much travel.