She used to call me late at night
Didn't take long to see that we were a-alikes
On the same page, just couldn't get it right
McIntosh of my eye, let me take a mega bite
...
She said it sounds tempting
And I don't want to catch feelings
But this urge is calling me bad
I said well suga, if ya worried bout catching feelings
Chances are you already have
And there's no need to deny ourselves
I mean, lie to each other and deprive ourselves
Denial's not a game I'm prepared to play
So I express things most niggas scared to say
- CunninLynguists

I let my mind run wild to this song. In a year, when I'm fast, I hope.

I really, really don't understand.

Whenever I have a shitty day it usually ends up turning out anywhere from good - excellent, and it's nice to be able to tell myself that when I feel suuuuuper crappy like I did earlier.
I went for a really fuckin' great run, and took a nice nap in the grass for the last half of Scribes today, and I wrote something I liked, and I had a good talk with Julian in 5th period, and I just cleaned up the kitchen and sang along with my Jens Lekman even though my dad was in the next room. The sun is lighting up my room perfectly right now, and we bought ten Clif bars.
Tomorrow it is supposed to be even hotter, and I want to go skinny dipping. I saw a bald eagle on my run today and have dreamed about running the past three nights. I also dreamed about tigers and staring up at the sky when light pollution didn't exist and there were a million billion stars.

I will not let this be taken away from me, even when it starts raining again on Tuesday.

Why can't I take this? Where can I learn how to be a different person?

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I fucking love Jens Lekman